Matthew 14:31b, “You have so little faith,” Jesus said. “Why
do you doubt me?”
How do you deal with doubt? How do you handle this struggle
of justifying your religion with you beliefs? We even sing during a lively
worship service words like this:
“And on that
day when my strength is failing
The end draws near and my time has
come
Still my soul will sing Your praise
unending
Ten thousand years and then
forevermore.”
But how do we really feel when our strength is failing? How
do we deal with the questions about the Bible or God that we just don’t
understand?
There are two different forms of doubt that I want to look
at today. There is the defiant doubt that demands proof and there is the
pleading doubt that desires reassurance.
These two types can be seen in Matthew 16:4 and Mark 9:24.
In Matthew 16 the religious leaders who gathered around
Jesus demanded that he show them a sign. And Mark 9 tells the story of a man
pleading with Jesus to heal his son. These two approaches to doubt can be an
encouragement to us today as we deal with our own unbelieving spirit.
First lets look at the religious leaders. Here is a group of
people who know a lot about the Jewish religion. They knew what they were
looking for in the Messiah. Now there is a man who claims that he is the
messiah but he does not measure up to what they were expecting. So their
natural tendency is to doubt him.
What do we do when God does not measure up to our standards?
What do we do with unanswered prayers? How do we deal with God when we ask for
Him to prove himself to us and He doesn’t?
This kind of doubt comes from pride. It comes from a place
similar to that of the Pharisees. They knew what they wanted out of a Messiah
and Jesus was not delivering that. They wanted a king and a ruler to overthrow
the Roman Empire and give them the throne of David. This man Jesus came
teaching a much different doctrine. He taught that to become great you must
become a servant. He taught that if you want to be first then put others first
and yourself last. He taught that you need to love others and treat them as
being more important than you are. He taught that serving others was more
important than serving yourself. He taught forgiveness and grace. He taught
humility and mercy. He taught something different than what they wanted to
hear.
Doubt is the natural reaction to hearing inconsistencies.
When we hear a teaching that goes against our natural tendencies we want to
challenge it. We are naturally self-serving. We want what we want when we want
it. Jesus teaches us something different. So we doubt His teaching. We don’t
like to admit that we doubt it because then we look bad. We don’t look like the
good Christian person that we are trying to portray. We want others to think we
have it all together and that we have solid faith.
This brings us to our next example. The man who asked Jesus
to heal his son told Jesus that he believed but then he asked Jesus to help his
unbelief. He wanted to see his son
healed, but he knew that he did not fully believe Jesus and his teaching. The
difference here is that he was willing to admit that he had doubts. Alfred Lord
Tennyson once said, “There lives more faith in honest doubt, believe me, than
in half the creeds.”
We can say the Christian creeds with our mouths but unless
we search something out to know its truth then we will be left trying to
support our unbelief on our own. That is where this man in Mark 9 was
different. He asked Jesus to support his unbelief. He asked Jesus to help Him
in his shortcoming.
Too often we try to prove ourselves worthy and end up
falling short. Too often we try to lift ourselves up only to be humbled. This
leads to more unbelief. If we can admit that we do not have enough faith then
God can grant us more faith by reassuring us and supporting us when we are
weak.
Jesus is the author of our faith. He perfects it for us when
we can’t hold it up on our own. Faith comes from hearing from God. It is a gift
from God. We start a process of salvation by believing in Him and He perfects
that salvation through developing our faith. When we doubt and try to force God’s
hand to prove Himself to us we falter in our faith, but when we genuinely ask
Him to help us in our unbelief he can reassure us and build up our faith.
As Christians, how we deal with our unbelief will make or
break us. How do you deal with unbelief?